What do girls look for when they see a guy?

I'm in 8th grade and i need some advice.But everybody calls me ugly and har me. Look i'm 14 the only thing i attract is little girls from 10-12. Recently this 11 year old asked me out i said i would love to go out with you but i'm too old for you sorry. I just knew i couldn't say yes and i'm desperate for a girl. But the thing is I don't think girls want to go out with a boy with scarred up arms and a BUSTED knee. Why do you think i consider myself like Aaron Kampman because he has a BUSTED knee. Sometimes i fake pains and use ones that nfl player had . And try to be like them. (not personally) I hate Philadelphia girls. Philadelphia could burn down all if i care i hate it here i'm dying to move the fck out of here. Carolina it's nice and peaceful down there. Carolina girls are really nice. But in Philly when you walk in a store it's just you walk in and nobody says hi or hello. Maybe something ghetto like Sup What's Up. I may be born in philly but i hate it here. I was Born in Philadelphia And Raised in Delaware. It's whether i get my old life back in Delaware or a new start in Carolina. Damn i'm sick of these mean philly people. i just look ugly. that's all . When someone hares me i suck it up and cry when i get home in my room. I don't even like being black i wanted to be white. Days ago i was thinking suicide but i changed my mind. Now explain How does a eastern person have a attitude of a nice person from the South?