I have an attraction to my friends dad!!!?

I am gay and so alot of girls like to hang out with me because I think that they feel comfortable around my huge and I feel very attracted to my friend Meghan's dad. He is about 30 because his gf got pregnant in highschool and I am 17 and I feel that we would have an amazing life together. I have vivid dreams in which he is lubricating my length and he s me and then gives me y bjs, which I wake up with a ***** and then my friend likes to practice having with me and so then my friend's dad thinks I'm a good person but I'm not sure. He is a which makes me able to caress his while performing on him. We have done it before and sometimes my friend participates. She is 19 so it isn't illegal but i love to do it any opinions on that? are there any tips you have for me?